I found a broken cigarette yesterday here in the house. And, you know what? I went outside and smoked the fucking thing….. lol ….. you know, it’s not funny…. but, I’m just at a point where I don’t know what to say anymore except I think I will always want to smoke cigarettes…….. and, let me tell you… the cig yesterday… yep, it brought that good light-headed feeling and everything.

Stop Smoking

Okay, everybody, Fox News is putting out some bold thoughts in respect to Chantix.

The drug Chantix may be linked to suicidal thoughts and depression in some people, but the risk of smoking is far worse, according to some physicians.

The health risks of smoking, including lung cancer, emphysema, stroke and heart attack, outweigh the known side effects of Chantix, said Dr. Marc Siegal, a FOX News Channel contributor.

This position has been sort of my view all along. It’s like… I know damn well that if I continue smoking it’s going to trash my health and kill me eventually. I mean… I can take that to the bank! I’m willing to take my chances with Chantix ……….

Stop Smoking

… will you ever just go away… as in permanently! I’d really like to be able to forget about this blog… yes, I’m referring to this blog you’re reading: Stop Smoking Cigs… it documents my nicotine addiction; and, as long as I’m struggling along… I’ll keep fucking documenting… but, see, I have a dream… that one day I’ll no longer desire poison (tobacco products), and, I can forget about this fucking blog, Chantix, nicotine, cigarettes, Skoal, etc.

and, what really bothers me is that I want a fucking cigarette right God damn now! Yes, that really makes me angry actually. I first started quitting a year ago, and, I still want a cigarette now!

Stop Smoking

Last night I took the last Chantix… so, the box is gone. I wasn’t taking it the way they tell you to. You’re supposed to take 2 pills a day… but, I’m just broke and fucked-up; and, I would just take one a day when I wanted ………. and, I can’t get another box of the stuff……. we’ll see.. I’m not totally optimistic… except! I think the biggest thing that has kept me from cigarettes is the gym… when I’m smoking I can so clearly see how it harms my performance at the gym, and, when I see that… it makes me quite sad…….. makes me feel LOUSY LOUSY!

Quit Smoking

If quitting smoking has taught me anything it’s taught me that I’m a complete airhead when it comes to keeping track of things. But, I’m still not consuming nicotine. And, I feel pretty good as a result.

As I’ve said before, lifting at the gym is a great big gigantic help! I can go in there feeling droopy… feeling like I want to stop at the 7-11 and grab a pack of Camel Filters……. but, you know… I start getting a pump on and everything begins to seem okay….. I forget about the Skoal and the cigarettes…

… still not smoking…. I’ve gained most of the weight back that I lost during Jan. when I was sick. That’s a good thing. I’m just taking one Chantix a day and I’ve only got a few left. I’ve got to mow the lawn then head out to the gym and DEADLIFT!

cheers……….

Stop Smoking

… but, still getting some cravings once in a bit. But, I am not uncomfortable or feeling nuts.

Hey ya’ll. I’m still here. Not smoking… but, I am dreaming about cigarettes.

Hey guys. I’ve almost made it two weeks again with no cigarette. I am kind of broke and can’t really afford to get another Chantix prescription right now. Just like you (I imagine) I have got a lot of bills, and, I’m also trying to clear-up some debt from a long time back. So, I’ve just been taking one Chantix a day. And, I even missed a day or two. But, I am approaching the two week mark. And, that’s pretty cool.

And, my experience at the gym is just so incredibly better when I’m not smoking!